Roulette

We left the toys out in the yard
I took my wife and kids and left
my home unguarded
We packed what we could into the car
No one here knows how it started
Suddenly everything was just
so out of control
Now I want some answers, mister,
I need to know
I hear all the talk but I don't know
what you're sayin'
But I think I got a good idea of
the game that you're playin'

Roulette, that's the name
Roulette, that's the game now
Roulette, I don't know what they're sayin'
Roulette, everybody's playin'

I grew up here on this street
Where nothin' moves, just a strange
breeze
In a town full of worthless memories
There's a shadow in my backyard
I've got a house full of things that
I can't touch
Well all those things won't do me
much good now
I was a fireman out at Riker's,
I did my job
Mister, I've been cheated, I feel like
I've been robbed
I'm the big expendable, my life's just
canceled null and void
Well what you gonna do about your
new boy

Roulette, you're playin' with my life
Roulette, with my kids and my wife
Roulette, every day the stakes get bigger
Roulette, a different finger on the trigger

Down by the river that talks
The night speaks in searchlights
And shortwave radios squawk
The police patrol the streets
But I've left behind the man I used to be
Everything he believed and all that
belonged to me
I tried to find my way out to somewhere
where I thought it'd be safe
They stopped me at the roadblock
they put up on the interstate
They put me in detention
but I broke loose and then I ran
They said they want to ask me a few
questions but I think they had other plans
Now I don't know who to trust and
I don't know what I can believe
They say they want to help me
but with the stuff they keep on sayin'
I think those guys just wanna keep on playin'

Roulette, with my life
Roulette, with my kids and my wife
Roulette, the bullet's in the chamber
Roulette, who's the unlucky stranger
Roulette, surprise, you're dead
Roulette, the gun's to your head
Roulette, the bullet's spinning in the chamber
Roulette, pull the trigger, feel the click

- "Roulette" written by Bruce Springsteen
　　within days after Three Mile Island
　　accident in 1979 -